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Resolutions

Resolution – res|o|lu|tion, noun: a resolve or determination; the act of resolving or determining upon an action or course of action, method, procedure, etc. (www.dictionary.com)

So I’m doing something I’ve attempted to keep myself doing for years and years, I’m making a New Year’s Resolution. The fact is, I don’t believe in resolutions; I think they’re crap, just people speaking gibberish, not meaning anything they say. Regardless, here I am at 26 years old – making a resolution. And on top of all of this, I’m making such a common,  overused resolution that means nothing to anyone anymore. They’re just words…to some people.

You know what? I refuse to call it a resolution…I’m going to call it a life change. My life change for 2013 is to stop making excuses, to lose the weight, to gain my life back. It has been said on this website before that I am extremely overweight; yes, I have lost about 30 pounds since May 2012, but I’ve also put some of that back on and I should have been more dedicated to the process. The truth is…I want kids. And I am no where near the proper weight to be able to carry a baby to full term, and do so while being healthy. And that scares me…rightfully so.

So, starting January 1, 2013 – how cliche – my life is changing. Admittedly I have been stuffing my face with the things I won’t be letting myself have once this starts…which means lots and lots of sugar. There has been a constant sugar high since Christmas and I plan to continue through New Year’s Eve. Some people are probably going to disagree with the way that I’m doing this but here’s the deal…I know me and I know my body. It is going to take something extreme, like this, for me to make changes – and I will make them.

Will you take this journey with me?

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